You’re not to blame, of course. I’m going to Holland in a few days. I’m going to Valladolid in Spain soon, then Slovenia. And then to the sea at my home in Italy. My life is not over at all. I suffered a lot for love. If a acquaintance starts with enthusiasm, I am a man who invests a lot of resources in the relationship. If instead this Julia is yet another beautiful woman who has become unattainable, for me it is not a problem. I live my life in Italy well. I don’t miss anything. And nobody found me in the middle of the road. Mine is a legitimate defense, not against Julia of course, but to protect my life. Who wants you, seeks you. If you want a man, you find time. If you don’t have time, it’s your problem. I don’t care. With this boring beauty you do not pay us a house, a car, a job etc... And the world is full of beautiful people. We will see what she wants to do. Maybe she’s really busy. If instead her silence remains, she will make her choices because I have already made my choice (not to run after any woman). I only wrote to you because you were informed. You told me she was very interested. It seems to me the opposite.But the life will show. I hope we both will fall in love and maybe will be a happy marriage.