"I think they’ll get married. Only if one day she will write to me directly, then not through you, and ask me to want to come to my house, only then I might be available to meet her. But I don’t want her to sleep with me. She has to sleep in a different room than me, even on a different floor in my house. My kids don’t have to be home for the weekend, because I don’t want to embarrass anyone. And I have to be free of all kinds of commitments.
But this will never happen again.
She and I never meet again in life.
Both of us will be happy with different people in different places and different worlds.

 I can no longer have a beautiful doll by my side, which is not adequate to be with me. I must also find in a woman many moral and human qualities that are indispensable for the duration of the relationship. This is my wish for myself. I don’t care if the woman has no money, but I care that she is beautiful outside but also very beautiful inside."