. Mixed emotions , of complications using your heart as it has never been used before because before u were a hunter and always succesfull   , can create mixed up chapters , but this time im not alone i have my hidden chapter only i know , and i will not be alone , there is always the Little one alwayas with a smile on her face , i could call her the saviour , the one who will save christmas ... and bring new year with happines ... even a smile would be enough  ... It breaks my heart 'cause I know you were the one for me , Don't you feel sad there never was a story and u will also never have one for you !  You will never know , I will never show What I feel , What I need from you NO  , With every smile comes my reality irony , You won't find out what has been killing me , Can't you see me ?