Take care of yourself Natalia..and  to grow up about Soul
Behaviour and HEART.
I think you're pretty spoiled and childish woman,despite your age..
woman 30 y.o.,doesn't act like you.
Then,try to become Adult and stable woman
Do it for yourself, and for your  future husband dear Natalia.

 As for me.  im looking forward to meet a good hearted woman that will love me for who i am, A woman that i can give my unconditional love and she will give that back to me, a woman that is kind, caring and trustworthy. When you will be like this I will marry you.dear Natalia.