.Only Sufferings from that love. But love cannot be without suffering. Its better that sufferings without love
"She Brought Sufferings to HimTherefore I found that traffic jam wich Luda told you about and you asked me yesterday,remember,Natalia?
 I am gentleman  who still trusts in ukrainian women,and specially in you,altough several cheatings gotten by ukrainian women in the past..
But you gave me the most harmfull cheating and disappointment..
Because I believed that you were serious,nice..
Luda guaranteed me about your sincere soul and feelings for me.
So,I will blame her for introducing me a woman WHO DOESENT KNOW YET WHAT SHE WANTS,except a Bank man,available to send money and pay all.
Natalia, you've hurt me,a lot..
But remember: God sees everything..specially our Jesus Christ..
He sees our good deeds, but also our bad actions,like your bad ,disappointing,materialistic and harmfull behavior towards me..
and Our Lord knows how to give a perk to people who do good deeds,like I did to you, paying all and saving your and your mom health..

But Our Lord knows also how to punish the people who instead of being glad and stable and sincere with a man  who have fulfilled all teir, your requests, act like you acted with me today.. 
Our common Lord knows how and when to give you the perk that you deserve because of your harmful, painful and unexpected behavior towards me.
I don't need to ask Him to punish you,as i  never asked God to punish anybody..it's against my religious sense..
I only can pray our  Lord for myself,my parents,brothers and sisters and son..
And for all people who loves me..
Therefore will not pray God to punish you,cause He knows how to give
You the perk that you deserve for your cheating on me and your painful behavior towards me!" Roberto